today go airport was a day that wasn't planned to be like that. first, we were late to go to the airport. i only get to say bye to them like for 1 min. oh man but i cried. i miss them so much. especially lorraine and sally. they are like the closest to me :D hahah i really miss them so much. me, alcinda and michelle is planning to go to hongkong ourselves when the fairfield people are going there. then we will get to visit them. we seriously miss them. i hope this "plan" will succeed.
amanda today totally pissed me off. she also pissed alcinda and michelle off. when we were at the airport, she didnt even care. its like she didnt even talk to us. then mr.ho ask amanda to ask us whether we want go along with them. that was like the only time she talked to us. and then we said no cause the people there are like...? gah! so when we said bye, everybody said bye except for amanda. she just wave and said "byebye" didnt even look at us. and me and alcinda was freaking pissed with her. we decided to pangseh her for good. really after school dun hang around good. i guess this is the only way. i dun think she cares anyway?! ugh!
went to weizheng's house. watch jie da huan xi. and went home at 630. my heels were totally killing me! i think i sprained my ankle or something when i ran at the airport. its been hurting ever since. i even walked bare footed to weizheng's house. lols stupid right. but the heels was comfortable. my right foot, NO PAIN AT ALL. left food, aching like shit. i duno whats wrong. seriously, i think i sprained it. gah! screwed
going airport tomorrow to send hongkong people off. i duno whether to go anot. if alcinda going then i go loh. but then i duno what to wear -.- hahah. aiya duno lah have to decide. blah blah blah hahahaa i duno what to do now. today is a boring day. should i meet junming? nahh meet him surely nothing good happen one. and maybe his baby going also leh. lol i duno i duno!!
i duno why i create a new blog. i just wanted to create one.
life is screwed -.- everybody is breaking apart. today i kinda asked everybody to have a talk. so we sat down at the archive house and talked. but everybody started crying except me, and of course lynnette who wasn't in this. and we brought it to the toilet cause chia wanted tissue. all of us squeeze into the staff toilet. and it started.
me and alcinda started. we said about how amanda pangseyed me alcinda and eunice for the hongkong people, and how chia treated alcinda and the rest too. i was the evidence/witness lol.
then i started saying about amanda. then she said sorry. so its settled.
chia went on saying about everybody. started of with eunice and ended off with amanda. and next was eunice. and finally it came to amanda.
she just didnt want to say anything. she keeps joking about it. and so i finally asked her what's wrong with alcinda. she just said everthing. its like all of us shared for like damn long?! and she just said everything. and she started saying she's a bad friend and all that. okay but we wanna know how she feels about everybody. and she just said that she doesnt like the way alcinda pangseh her. i mean when ever did that happen?! its always amanda pangseh alcinda/us. i duno also. then amanda said she needed to pee so all of us went out. then we went to the girls toilet. and we just started talking again about all these stuffs. we said that amanda did not have any trust in us cause she doesn't want to tell us anything. we know something happened to her. so we can understand and decided to give her time. but we're gonna do something to let her know that she has our trust. and when i went out, i peeped through, i saw amanda talking to mag. i think she trusts mag more than us. i duno but why cant she trust us?
today when chia and i wanted to go home, amanda and eunice was in the hall playing volleyball. then we told then we going home. then eunice "byebye! byebye!" and i said "amanda, we go home already" she was just focusing on volleyball and didnt even bother to look at me or chia. she just oh. OH?! wth but i dun care anymore. what amanda wants to do, let her do man. we said this all today already. and i dun think amanda was listening. so just forget it.
i feel so guilty saying it. but gah! i just have to say it. screwed.
